outer world caving in

my life in a cave.

even when i was actively participating in the affairs of the outside world, i had already been feeling disconnected. i wasn't easily meeting eye to eye anymore with others, even amongst kindred fellows, save maybe for one or two. but even those weren't going too great for the most part.

so, i figured, "what's the point?" and i also thought, "what difference does it make at this point if i lived here or in my very own cave?"

nothing.

exactly. so here i am.